{"id":1670,"date":"2018-09-23T01:48:45","date_gmt":"2018-09-23T08:48:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/?p=1670"},"modified":"2018-09-23T02:00:38","modified_gmt":"2018-09-23T09:00:38","slug":"italy-diabetes-ed-and-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/?p=1670","title":{"rendered":"Italy, Diabetes, ED… and Me"},"content":{"rendered":"

September 21 – Oops – this was supposed to be my first triumphant entry in what I am dubbing – Italy, Diabetes and ED. Maybe – the title is a work in progress. (edit – you can see I changed it but not much).<\/p>\n

Anyhow, that\u2019s on hold for a moment as the plane is rather bumpy at the moment and though I try to remain wise and okay with it, yep, I\u2019m not. I did so well with the wind as we headed out of Amsterdam that I think I was overly proud and optimistic about his last little leg. Instead, here I am kind of freaking out again.<\/p>\n

\"Clouds,<\/p>\n

I really did have this moment of peace on the way up and almost an indulgent fondness for my anxiety. I wish that was back now.<\/p>\n

Oh well. Let\u2019s try anyway. Here I am! In the air on my way back to Italy – the place where my heart finds peace even when the world is chaos. This time, since I don\u2019t really have much of a plan, my plan is to capture (if only for myself) the challenges of diabetes and and ED while doing one\u2019s best to embrace life and recovery.<\/p>\n

But first this plane needs to land safely.<\/p>\n

\"Night<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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