{"id":1625,"date":"2018-05-22T16:07:51","date_gmt":"2018-05-22T23:07:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/?p=1625"},"modified":"2018-05-22T19:24:53","modified_gmt":"2018-05-23T02:24:53","slug":"three-years-later","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/?p=1625","title":{"rendered":"Three Years Later&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m back.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/pixabay.com\/en\/users\/annca-1564471\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-1626 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/pocket-watch-1637396_960_720-300x102.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"102\" srcset=\"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/pocket-watch-1637396_960_720-300x102.jpg 300w, https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/pocket-watch-1637396_960_720-768x262.jpg 768w, https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/pocket-watch-1637396_960_720.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I spent much of the past few days re-reading old entries and having immersed myself so thoroughly in that &#8220;world that was&#8221;, I almost feel like I am speaking to myself and to my old readers from the future.\u00a0 Though here I am, right in the present as always.<\/p>\n<p>When I returned here, mere days ago, it was with a vision of re-purposing this space as I am, again, in a period of transition in my life.\u00a0 Now that I am slightly reacquainted with the onebreath of this other dimension, I recognize her strength and resilience in a way I could not when I was living it for the first time.<\/p>\n<p>I hope to draw upon that strength again.<\/p>\n<p>General updates:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li><em>Relationship Status:<\/em>\u00a0 After living together, trying very hard and believing we just might get out happy ending after all, I had a recent breakup.\u00a0 <em><strong>With the same man from old entries!!!<\/strong><\/em> I *think* I have finally learned that lesson.\u00a0 It only took 9 years.\u00a0 Though also read here: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jewelinthehand.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">jewelinthehand.com<\/a><\/li>\n<li><em>Eating Disorder Status<\/em>:\u00a0 In recovery.\u00a0 Still.\u00a0 It&#8217;s a hell of a road, this one.<\/li>\n<li><em>Health Status<\/em>: In flux.\u00a0 I recently have had some difficult times related to diabetes complications but I learned (today!) that things are looking better.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been doing a happy dance in my head all day.<\/li>\n<li><em>Self Status<\/em>: Still searching for meaning and purpose that fill me up without tripping up all my insecurities and self doubt.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>So I guess that&#8217;s where I am.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still not sure where I&#8217;m going.<\/p>\n<p>But I am here.\u00a0 Now.\u00a0 Living my life.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1628\" style=\"width: 267px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sketchesinstillness.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1628\" class=\"wp-image-1628 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/mouse_print__gratitude_-257x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"257\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/mouse_print__gratitude_-257x300.jpg 257w, https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/mouse_print__gratitude_-768x896.jpg 768w, https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/mouse_print__gratitude_-878x1024.jpg 878w, https:\/\/nowherelife.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/mouse_print__gratitude_.jpg 1800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 257px) 100vw, 257px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1628\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">From the very talented Francois at Sketches in Stillness<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m back. 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